I have to play solitaire to go to sleep.
I didn’t use to. I would watch tv, read, dozing and drifting to quiet my mind. And eventually I would drift off.
But that doesn’t work anymore. My mind races. To-Do lists fill my head. Conversations rehashed or practiced. Strategies and plans. Budgets and contracts. They barrage my mind until I’m making notes into the wee hours. Sending emails. Making lists.
Why? What has changed?
I started as a librarian. Moved on to management. And then into administration. I always thought that jump from management to administration would simply be a natural progression of steadily increasing responsibility and challenges. But I simply had no idea. Being the Director (if you are in an autonomous agency and doing the job correctly) is to be the CEO of your library.
But they don’t teach you to be a CEO in library school. I also have an MBA…
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